
just got back from a fabulous trip to dallas to spend thanksgiving with our sweet friends, jason and angie (and their sweet kids, and angie's sweet family too). we had wonderful food and it is always fun to catch up with good friends.
of course, as i reflected over the week about things i am thankful for, i couldn't help but be a little bit homesick for iowa and my family. for some reason, fall is when i get the most homesick for the midwest and my family. i could list thousands of things i am thankful for, but i really just wanted to mention one--my mother. my mom was diagnosed with cancer about a year ago. she is healthy and fit and it was a total shock; for me in particular, as i am one of those people who suffers from (and prays continually against it!) the ironic and contrasting worldview that 1) my loved ones are invincible, yet/therefore 2) something really bad is always looming because i am sinful and that is what makes sense in a fallen world. so, when my mom was diagnosed, it was like i was waiting for it to happen. how shameful of me!!!! but let me try to put my selfishness aside. my mom (and dad who stands strong beside her in faith always!) has handled this experience (is it weird to refer to having cancer as 'an experience?') with the most faithful grace i have ever seen. that is not to say she hasn't struggled or questioned or cried or felt any of the emotions that may come with something as devastating as cancer. but she trusts that God will give her peace and carry her through this battle. and i (we!) will continue to pray for healing every single day!
so. this thanksgiving-and always, every moment-i am thankful for my beautiful mother.